I’m Depressed, Anxious, Depersonalized WHAT DO I DO? WILL I EVER BE OK? – Video

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I #39;m Depressed, Anxious, Depersonalized WHAT DO I DO? WILL I EVER BE OK?
Please SHARE THIS VIDEO if you found it useful or if you know somebody who is suffering and scared. Thank you. GREAT WEBCITE: healingfromdepression.com MY STORY My name is Noah and on May 18 2011, I had a rare reaction to a vaccine called VIVITROL and consequently spiraled into a major, agitated, suicidal depression with depersonalization. I lost 25 lbs in 4 weeks and was in full panic or near panic for 8 weeks straight mixed with the darkest most painful depression I cold have ever imagined. I immediately could not work and had to move in with my parents who along with many siblings and friends had to watch me 24/7 as I was so suicidal. I was eventually hospitalized. Getting through each day seemed truly unbearable and I knew I would surely die. I have been put on many many different SSRI #39;s SNRI #39;s Tricyclics, Mood stabilizers, anti psychotics, holistic meds, acupuncture and even a form of shock therapy called RTMS. I barely saw any improvement in my condition for a full year. It was decided I had treatment resistant depression and I spent nearly every moment in tears. As a last ditch effort, 6 1/2 months ago I had my blood drawn and my Testosterone levels came back 200 ng/Dl and 150 ng/Dl. The average 25 year old male has 750 ng/Dl. With this discovery I for the first time had any type of possible explanation as to why I was not getting better and why I might be so so sick. The symptoms of such Low T are very similar to those of major depression. I started Testosterone ...From:bignoknowViews:14 6ratingsTime:14:16More inEducation

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I'm Depressed, Anxious, Depersonalized WHAT DO I DO? WILL I EVER BE OK? - Video