Covid-19 patients often die without family or loved ones by their side. However, they are not entirely alone. People like nurse Anthea Willemse console them in their final hour.
At Tygerberg Hospital in Cape Town, 50-year-old Willemse has worked at the same Intensive Care Unit (ICU) ward for 25 years. It was converted to accommodate Covid-19 patients in March, and its capacity swelled from eight beds to 48. A month ago, as the epidemic peaked in the Western Cape, up to five bodies were removed from the ward each day.
'Life is so short'
Willemse touch patients nearing their end with her latex gloves, read to them from her Afrikaans Bible Psalm 23 and sometimes sings songs of worship to them. Often she lies to them because she doesnt have much choice. She tells them everything will be okay.
Some days tears were just flowing over my cheeks, she says. I realised life is so short. And the fact that these patients are passing away, the fact that theres no visiting hours, that there's no opportunity for their families and loved ones to say goodbye.
"These people leave this world alone, you know. Just with us, people they dont know, strangers. And sometimes you see how afraid they are. You look in their eyes and you see how uncertain they are, you know.
Willemse says patients would often ask her what will happen. What can we tell them? I just say to them everything is going to be fine. Even though I know it probably wont be. In a way, I have to lie to these patients. I am not a liar, but I have no choice.
Rain is pelting outside as Willemse speaks to Spotlight telephonically at 9 in the evening. Her 12-hour shift ended at 7, after which she showered at the hospital. Then she drove thirty minutes to her home in Mitchells Plain.Usually, her two daughters aged 30 and 22 dont cook for her because they prefer their mummys food. But this evening they treated her to mutton stew, says Willemse. She also has a son aged 13, and two toddler grandchildren.Willemse is the familys breadwinner.Speaking to Spotlight, her sentences are punctuated with endearments, including my darling and my liefie (my love).
'It's really scary'
The thing is, this virus, its so quick, says Willemse. You do the observations now. And I mean, literally, you just turn your back. Maybe [you go to] have tea [or] go to the toilet. And when you come back, you see that the patient is wrapped. Willemse says one is left wondering what just happened.
Some of them are unconscious, but most are not. Yes, I touch them to comfort them. We wear protective clothes, so its safe. We speak to the patients. I sing to them. Its really scary, my love because they die so quickly.
Each bed in the ICU ward has a cardiac monitor, a ventilator, and high-flow oxygen equipment. Most of our patients, we nurse them on high-flow, she says. This is little pipes up the nose. If the patient deteriorates and needs the ventilator, then the doctor will put a tube in their mouth, and then into their lungs. And then the machine supports the patient. Its like the machine is breathing for the patient.
Willemse says most of the patients who pass away are elderly, aged fifty or older with comorbidities such as diabetes.She contracted Covid herself, but has been back at work for the last month.Oh my God, I didnt have all those symptoms, she says.
My throat was sore and then I had a cough. I thought it's wintertime, and its flu time so its normal even though I didn't have an appetite for two weeks. Willemse says she was living on a banana a day and yoghurt and ice. My temperature was down. Later my doctor said to me, the reason I didnt have a temperature, was because of all the ice I ate, she says.
'I put Covid out'
One Saturday morning, I just fainted. I got out of my bed, went to the toilet and passed out. My daughters took me to my doctor. He told me that I had a bad lung infection. He put me on antibiotics and suggested that I get tested for Covid too.
On Monday I was feeling better, but on Wednesday the doctor at Tygerberg WhatsApped me. He said, Boeboe (that's my nickname at work), I have some bad news for you. He offered me a hospital bed, but I declined, saying Id rather isolate at home and care for myself.
I arranged for my children to stay with my sister in Athlone, but they refused, saying that if they were to contract the virus, we should all self-isolate together. Thank God they never caught it.
Most of the time over the next 14 days, I was just laying in the bed. One day, I thought, No man, Covid. I was speaking out loud, saying, Covid, I didnt invite you into my house. I didnt invite you into my life. My son was worried and asked if everything was normal. I told him I was fine and decided right there to put this thing out of my life, out of my house, off my property. So, I got up, had a nice bath and put on a pretty dress. A black dress with pink sandals. I said, Covid, you dont belong in my house. I put it out I put Covid out. From that day, Ive been up and about. I cleaned my house.
About her own lifestyle, Willemse says she doesnt smoke or drink, but she does have a penchant for takeaways. According to my colleagues, Im a little overweight. So ja, she says.
Willemse is one of six siblings. She grew up in Surrey Estate near Athlone in Cape Town. Her training was at Zerilda Steyn Old Age Home in Pinelands, where she did a one-year nursing course.
Why she became a nurse
My sweetie, says Willemse, from when I could think, I was into nursing. I always wanted to care for people. I said to my mum one day, I want to look after you. That was my calling, being a nurse.
Willemse says her mum passed away five years ago. She had lung cancer. The two weeks before she died she came home from the hospital. I put in leave from work and looked after her really well for those last two weeks.
Meanwhile, at Tygerberg Hospital, a sense of triumph is stirring in the Covid ICU ward as the pressure of the pandemic eases.
Beds are now empty, says Willemse. It wasnt [always] like that. When your patient died, the undertakers would take the body away and then the next patient was admitted. But now I feel we are starting to overcome this thing. It makes me feel as a person that we are doing something right.
Besides, now I have antibodies. Im not scared. I wasnt even scared at the beginning, because this has been like a lekker uitdaging, you know, a good challenge. I mean, weve never been involved in a pandemic like this. So ja, it was actually a good challenge to go to work in the mornings and to look after these patients.
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